Saturday, January 5, 2019

She Wiped Away Her Tears

She Wiped Away Her Tears

She decided that she had cried enough tears and that she had hurt long enough; so she wiped her tears away and then she began moving forward to see where God would lead her and as she did this she asked God to remove the hurt and to give her wisdom, knowledge and discernment so that she would move in the direction that He wanted her to go. When she did this she knew she would be alright and that no matter who walks away from her that God would never leave nor forsake her. Her past chocies no matter how long ago nor how recent would not define her, because it is God who defines her, not others.
Copyright Teresa Causey-Christian
Jan. 5, 2019

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

I Thought Of You Today...

I Thought Of You Today...

I thought of you today and of the laughter that we once shared, of the walks and long talks that ended all to soon...
I thought of your smile and of all the good things that I first saw in you that caused me to fall in love with you...
I remembered the moment you said that you loved me...
And then I thought of when you told me to forget you and you walked away...
Oh the pain of those words, knowing I had opened up my heart to you, only to have to close it...
I then realized I should have never allowed my emotions to go where I knew they should not have gone...
I thought of you today and of how my love for you was not meant for a time such as this...
Copyright Teresa Causey-Christian
Jan. 1, 2018

Monday, December 31, 2018

Hurt By An Untruth

Hurt By An Untruth
Although she still loves him, she knows she must accept his rejection of her and of her love. She thought he felt the same because he had told her that he loved her, only to later change his mind and decide she was not who he wanted. She would have rather been hurt by the truth in the beginning than to have been hurt by an untruth after such as she was. Her love for him was different, she laughed more with him, she felt more deep within her soul for him only to be rejected. Even so she is a warrior and she has survived these battle wounds of loving him and knowing that she can never be with him. Yet with God's help she will hold her head up and walk through the pain with a smile on her face.
She had not opened her heart in many years until him and now she must learn to be even more careful in opening it again. She prays for God to help her to move forward and to accept what cannot be.
She loves him, yet she knows it cannot be...
Copyright Teresa Causey-Christian
Dec. 31, 2018

Friday, December 28, 2018

Shattered Pieces

Shattered Pieces

And in that moment she knew that no matter how much she still loves him that she has to wipe away the tears and to put her love for him away deep within and that she now has to move on; for her love for him was not meant to be. She will not beg for his love, it is either given freely or it is not given at all. She loved, she lost, she cried and then she handed the shattered pieces of her heart to God for Him to mend...
Copyright Teresa Causey-Christian

Thursday, December 20, 2018

In That Moment

In That Moment
It was in that moment that she realized that she had no choice but to move forward and to not look back. Although she still loves him, she knows it cannot ever be and she must now begin to heal. She bowed her head and asked God to help her concerning her love for him, for she knew it was now time for her heart to accept what her head already knows to be true. tcc

Copyright TeresaCausey-Christian
Dec. 20, 2018

Tuesday, December 11, 2018

She Has Hope

"She Has Hope"

She doesn't have a home to call her own; yet she has hope she will have one soon ...
She doesn't have all of her children and grandchildren near her; yet she has hope that someday they will be...
She doesn't have a special someone to walk hand in hand with at this time; yet she has hope that she will have someday...
Through it all she has hope. Hope and faith go hand in hand, therefore you can't have one without the other. Never lose hope, God is our hope!
Teresa Causey-Christian
Dec 11, 2011