She had never felt this way before until she opened her heart to him so complety, even though she knew that her love for him was not for a time such as this; therefore leaving her with the shattered pieces of her heart...
She is trying to accept what she knows is best for both of them, yet the pain is still so fresh and ever present. She misses his laughter, their long talks and walks, and she longs to hear his voice again and to see his smile...
She feels the warm tears flow down her face like a river with no end, yet she must do her best to dry her tears and to remember the happiness she felt each time she spent with him. Oh the joy she felt during those times and yet now Oh the sadness she feels since she can't be in his life as she once was...
She is usually strong, but today she is weak, yet with God's help she will be strong and full of joy again...
She is thankful for the time that she did get with him...
If only love were enough to break through the barriers that cause division.
She wants only God's best for him now and always even if God's best is for her not being in his life as before...
©Teresa Causey-Christian
May 24, 2018
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